A New Mother's Worst Nightmare

So I haven't posted any quote "complaining" posts. However, something has been really upsetting me, making me irate, and yes scaring me. It's true that today's world is not what it should be. It's a truly scary place. There are terrorist attacks, shootings in schools, children turning up missing, abuse, evil murders of children, and now the new trend BAKING YOUR KID IN A CAR. After the incident first occurred in Georgia on June 23, there have been multiple copycats. At first I only read one article and I felt sorry for the father. I think initially I wanted to believe it was a horrible, tragic accident; but after the incident unfolded and more facts started pouring in, I became irate. Even with all of the defense evidence that the few opposing views "he's not guilty", I can't accept the situation. There is absolutely no way that most "normal" parents just forget their baby in a car for 7 hours!!! Yes accidents happen! I have a neighbor that had her grandchild fall in the pond and drown in less than 5 minutes. Heck I was almost one of those horrible accidents when I was around 3 years of age. My great grandparents kept me during the day and for one brief moment I got out of the house and made it to the pond here at our house. I had sunk into the mud and was slowly falling in the water. Our Great Dane went crazy and that was basically what saved my life! I am fully aware accidents happen. But forgetting a child for 7 hours? Please! I truly don't know any normal parent that could miss a baby in the back seat of a car that was dieing! I truly don't know how anyone could miss a baby in the back of a car period. Further more I don't understand how any human being could be so evil to plan on killing their baby by baking it in a 140 degree car! It's the stuff that a pregnant mother's nightmares are made of. Here's some advice: If you don't want to risk the possibility of having a baby don't have sex! It's a risk that you take every time you make that choice. There is no birth control that is 100% baby proof, except abstinence. How about giving your baby to someone who wants it?! I guess I forgot if you are a parent that wants to kill your baby for it's life insurance to pay off your own debt, then that probably doesn't apply to you. Bottom line, there are a lot of evil people in this world. Selfishness has grown completely out of control, that along with hate. The fears become great when you are a mother to be and you have no idea how bad things are going to get for your little bundle of joy. The crazy thoughts begin to flow too, like what if something crazy just happens to parents after the baby is in the world? I mean that thought happens for me because I can't possibly fathom how anyone could do such evil and horrible things to their child? As far as I am concerned the father should be put in his car and baked to death, the same manner his son was. As for the mother I don't even know what to say at this point. My feelings are still a bit mixed on her, but I still think something is not right at all! This post is to all the innocent children that die every day at the expense of adults being selfish and evil. This post is for my new bundle that will be here soon, and I can't even fathom it leaving this world at my expense or before me. This post is to every evil parent or adult that thinks about harming a child. I hope that you spend eternity in hell, because there is no excuse for you. Sorry to be so blunt and mean sounding but it's simply how I feel. At this point I can't be forgiving like Jesus (even though I have to work on it to be a better Christian) but for me there is no justice for any adult that is going to kill an innocent child. This post is finally for baby Copper, one of the cutest little boys I have seen. God bless you with your angel wings in heaven. I would really love to think that maybe God sent an angel to bring him on back to heaven with him that awful day, before he suffered too long. PS I am not sure why but this will not allow me to separate the paragraphs. I tried to fix it multiple times.